my awesome portfolio

i've been drawing since i was a weeee tyke, i have. sometimes if i have an idea for a really cool drawing, i'll recreate it the best that i can. here's some of my favorite "pieces" from the years a-gone by. tell me what you think they mean if you'd like, i like laughing at people who are wrong.

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warning: i shy not away from depicting violent scenes in my drawings. worst it'll be is mild gore, never too detailed. but sometimes things get bloody. visitor discretion is advised.


for a collection of doodles that i think reflect little aspects of my effed up psyche well, click here.

for comics by Errol Warwick, click here.


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in stark shadows, only a man's shocked, remorseful face and his hand can be seen. the man's face is sunken, and he has some blood coming from his mouth. his hand is also coated in blood. the back of his hand is visible, with blood on the tips of his fingers and leaking through the gaps between fingers. "why did i do that" 29 january 2026 black
a man in a suit, drawn in scribbly style, tipping his hat and, as can only be seen in an inset on the top left, extending his hand towards you for a handshake. "extension of greeting" 15 july 2025 white drawn while listening to tomorrow's modern boxes with daisy.
a large circle containing several smaller concentric circles, surrounded by lines irradiating from it. each line is a different kind of line. one is made of arrows, one is made of triangles linked together by a string-like line, one contains a small grid, one contains the number 2. one line is a simple dotted line with an asterisk. on the other end of the circle, the asterisk reads: 'the line that was supposed to be there could not make it.' below this message, there is a rainbow in a large gap between the lines, with each color on the rainbow represented using a different hatching or stippling method. to the right of the circle entirely, there is a doodle of a smiling blind stick figure with a white cane leading a flying angel whose face is censored. it is written below the doodle: 'neither of us can see the sun but we know it is there because we are warm and blessed by god.' "sacrilege" 28 may 2025 white drawn on a page from one of my dead mom's notepads (hence the title).
a little green figure with a squaroid head and bug antennae running merrily down a yellow path on a blue hill, carrying a five-wheeled IV stand with it, which has a bag running a clear liquid into its hand. it is wearing a pale pink ballet uniform with a hot pink tutu. other clones of it are merrily traipsing about the area. one has tripped and is about to fall face first on the ground, and one is dead. the sky is green and the sun is smiling. "isn't it a lovely day (ha ha ha ha)" 18 may 2025 green
a cartoon sheep standing amongst crooked spires beneath a harsh sun. the sheep says: 'where am i'. "lost" 1 may 2025 black tetrapak intaglio for printmaking class.
a view through a doorway of a doorway in a college building, through which stands a sign with an arrow pointing to the left. "wrong way" april 8 2025 white linoleum carving print for printmaking class.
a multi-colored humanoid creature smiling with a distorted face and a flower growing on its head against a gradient background. to its left is text that says 'here i am' and to its right is a noisy white square. the entire image is being changed by the perspective tool in tuxpaint, so the top left corner is being pushed into a black void, and a vector representation of this action is displayed in front of the image. (untitled) 21 february 2025 black the result of experiments with TuxPaint.
ben blindfolded, floating with his arms and legs hanging down slightly and surrounding a bright pink laser beam. "sometimes i can feel her" 10 february 2025 pink
a minimalist representation of a human with their arms spread wide at the edge of a building, labelled 'LE SUICIDAIRE', and the same shape beside them, at the same level even though it has nothing to stand on, lebelled 'L'ANGE'. (untitled) 28 january 2025 black another example of a genre of minimalist MS Paint art i sometimes make, characterized by one-pixel-width white lines against a black background, often also containing text in a foreign language.
a man with a weird striped shape instead of an eye attempting to light a cigarette in harsh winds. another man stands facing the winds with his arms in his coat pockets. among them is a body lying down, and behind them are tents, umbrellas, and people being pulled away by the winds. "high winds" 8 january 2025 yellow drawn after watching the magical mystery tour movie
ben and care standing side by side, watching a bright explosion of several colors. ben, worried, looks to care. care looks straight ahead. "a bell in your head will ring" 14 december 2024 white it doesn't track because of the way i positioned us but i'm supposed to be looking at care and going like "...what's happening?"
the first of a set of four drawings. ben is clinging to the top of a lamppost on a bridge against a sunset, smiling madly. the second of a set of four drawings. a slightly different ben with a stern expression stands at the base of the lamppost, about to swing an axe at it.
the third of a set of four drawings. the stern ben stands slouching, with the head of the axe lodged in his forehead. the handle of the ax lies on the ground, and a dent visible in the lamppost from where the axe was swung. the fourth of a set of four drawings. ben plunges headfirst into the ocean, shed of all clothing except for his underwear and socks. small bubbles surround his body, and a plume of blood billows from his forehead, where the axe heaed is still lodged.		 "from a great height
from a great height, height"		 20 november 2024 blue a spoof of the animated music video for "paranoid android" by radiohead. my dad showed it to me when i was really young, for some reason.
ben in a pink shirt wearing two necklaces with icons from tarot around his neck and one on each wrist, recoiling backwards and lurching his hand away from a door handle that, though innocuous, has given his palm two deep cuts. the door, labelled 'onward', has a paper sign taped on that says: 'alarm will NOT sound (we promise!)'. beside the door are two more posters. the top one says: 'alarm will sound', and the bottom one says: 'how to not get shot: don't do anything stupid'. "an everything i touch was razer wier" 18 october 2024 pink i had a dream once where there was a big metal snake and if you touched it anywhere you would get a cut.
an anthropomorphic rabbit, labelled '1' in bright green, standing across from an anthropomorphic rat, labelled '2' in bright pink. a dialogue is above them, with each one's words in their respective colors and above their respective heads. the rabbit says: 'behold: i have stopped time, and you, thus, cannot move.' the rat says: '...but i can.' the rabbit says: 'magician! how do you defy my power? explain yourself at once.' the rat says: 'poor little rabbit, use a logical process. if my inability to move would have been a result of your power to stop time, and i remain with full capacity of motion, then perhaps you have not the power with you proclaim to have.' the rabbit sniffles, and the rat says: 'there, there.' (untitled) 7 october 2024 gray
four minimalistic shapes. the first, 'IL PASTORE', is a circle atop a line with a line arm holding a line crook. the second, 'LA MOGLIE', is a circle atop a line with nothing. the third, 'LE PECORE SALTANO SOPRA IL STECCATO', comprises three ovals surrounding a short line. the fourth, 'IL LUPO', is a somewhat slender rectangle with two small line ears. (untitled) 27 september 2024 black what i believe to be the first example of a genre of minimalist MS Paint art i sometimes make, characterized by one-pixel-width white lines against a black background, often also containing text in a foreign language.
a smiling human, naked except for mahogany panties. her one visible breast is censored by a small black rectangle. she is leaning forward slightly, with one hand on her thigh, and she is looking at the viewer with one large eye open. she is surrounded in the foreground and background by particolored glowing dots. (untitled) 11 september 2024 brown i have no recollection of what inspired me to draw this. she's not winking.
ben, blind, crying and holding a straight walking stick. his movements through a black landscape where objects only exist as outlines are being guided by a smiling figure with pink eyes, who is pressing their body against him. who and who? (and when?) 10 august 2024 black this is about sex. anyway, more importantly, look at how much i just didn't draw! i completely forgot to draw the other thing's right arm and i only drew half of my left arm.
ben sitting sullenly on the ground against the wall, in unintentionally-holocaust-colored pajamas and pale blue slippers. surrounding him are crayons, crayon drawings, and three voodoo dolls of his friends. he is below a clock that reads eleven. (untitled) 27 june 2024 yellow drew this while listening to "yankee hotel foxtrot" all the way through for the first time. also, look who's up there in the left corner!
a crudely drawn mordecai shoving his hand into a crudely drawn rigby's mouth. (untitled) 4 june 2024 white putting this here as an example of my cursory doodle style, as well as an example of things i draw that make me laugh every time i look at them. i think the comic would have been funnier if it ended like this.
a young feller with long brown hair and short facial hair, wearing a black-and-green hat that says 'lâcheté', taking a photo of themselves in the mirror while standing in front of a dark blue curtain with yellow stars on it. "donkey school" 20 april 2024 yellow i really really love this piece. i'm just so happy with everything: the idea, the guy's hair, his hat, the curtain...
a mummified ben, with his lower jaw dragging beneath him, crawls towards a pink humanoid figure holding a small toy wand with a two-dimensional plastic-gem-encrusted five-pointed star outline on the end. visible in the background are a cloud, a star, and a smiling sun, all outlined in thick hot pink lines. (untitled) 25 january 2024 pink
a dark green reptilian interpretation of grendel, crying and snarling at the camera from atop a blood-splattered wall while a corpse hangs out of his mouth. "grendel" 11 august 2023 green
an old man in a crimson button-up shirt with a long neck pointing enthusiastically at a small american flag he's holding in his right hand. one of those little ones with the wood pole. "the patriot" 30 july 2023 blue
two white figures hugging each other through a golden frame. the golden frame is floating in a sunny beach, and through the frame is an overcast hilly place. "badadada ba ba bada"
or "you love you"		 29 june 2023 blue inspired by yoo young-ho's "The Mirror Man", which i saw in ecuador.
a blue creature whose lower half has been amputated, leaving its bandaged waist to be suspended by a thin wire while it operates a musical instrument manufactured by a company called 'kanashimi' that has four strings, some knobs and switches, a built-in speaker, and a disk drive, among other things. the creature's right hand is strumming the strings, and its left hand, with an intravenous drip on the back, is pressing buttons on a four-by-four grid and thumbing a joystick. "l’amputé" 21 february 2023 blue
a shirtless smiling ben turning to look dim-wittedly at the viewer from a window that says 'cool view!® disclaimer: may not be real window'. beside the window, mostly obstructed by ben's head, is a smaller, boarded-up window labelled 'this is a real window'. "that makes you bad" c. 17 january 2023 yellow
a small white figure handing a love letter to a giant green creature with a lamprey-like array of huge, jagged teeth. the creature's eyes contain a bright star-shaped pupil with an outline that repeats in layers, dimming each time. "lovers" 9 january 2023 yellow
ben in a white sweater with dark, almost concentric eye bags and yellow eyes violently driving a golden dagger into the chest of a shocked army green worm, causing it to shed a tear. "i just wanna rip my skin off and fly away to a dimension where nobody can hear me" 6 november 2022 gray an early appearance of circle-bag-eyed ben.
nipper the dog looking curiously at a cartoonish green-and-pink record player with a ridiculous smiling face, which is playing a miniature pink vinyl record. "his shmuckster's voice" 5 october 2022 brown pastiche of the painting "His Master's Voice".
in an airbrushy style, a brown bear walking away from a dead tree through a field of low dead grass, under a full or nearly full moon. "munchausen" 3 october 2022 blue
in pencil, a beige vase containing three wilting dandelions. "sorry, i was sleeping" 15 february 2022 yellow
a floating red pyramid beside a flat white board. something resembling text is on the board but a black square is censoring it. "let the children be children" 23 february 2021 orange part of a woefully short-lived period in 2021 where i drew shapes and their shadows at three-quarters angles.
a screaming head, pointing upwards as its flesh warps and slides downwards as if melting. "pretend it's over" 14 october 2020 black
a gray plasticine fish with a wide yellow eye and a slightly open mouth. it has one fin on its back, and two tail fins. it is photographed against a dark wood table. "when will now be the past" 13 august 2020 gray during the lockdown i posted loads and loads of plasticine sculptures on instagram. i would do one almost every day. they usually weren't that notable but this one is my favorite.

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