one of my favorite things to draw is myself


warning: this page will contain some material with more adult sensibilities. i like to get edgy 'n' shit i'm kinda crazy ahah.


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november 21 2024 i'm really bad at remembering things during conversation and at talking to people in general. i think the most frustrating facet of this is when i need help with something and i forget / decide that i've missed my chance to ask.
september 14 2024 yeah, i do that sometimes... bad habit of mine. (on the internet, mind you, i'm not snapping photos of people i eavesdrop on in real life lol)
august 13 2024
july 18 2024 i do one of these drawings where i have sunken scribbly eyes every so often when i get particularly upset.
june 26 2024 this hasn't happened. yet.
june 10 2024 i seriously don't know why this even occurs.
may 10 2024 do not let ben sing karaoke, he'll pick the most boring ass emo song possible
april 19 2024 caption: "i went to an event where they had some animals that they saved. i went there, looked like this, and then left."
april 16 2024 i mentioned to my parents that ideally i would be an "independent artist". they both laughed at me, and my mom helpfully informed me that that would not be financially viable.
march 27 2024 i have a habit of ignoring my various brainial misstructures, explaining them away as laziness or foolishness. "ben learned a fancy new word! and now he's gonna apply it to himself as if he's some sort of mentally ill! what a stupid neurotypical!"
march 25 2024 i drew this after having a bizarre conversation with a mormon who was trying to convert me. he ambushed me as i was heading to my dorm.
december 13 2023 i'm just generally proud of this one.
july 15 2023 this happens to me every night when it's 10 pm and none of my buddies are online.
july 13 2023 my mom walked by as i was drawing the nazi and asked me who i was drawing.
may 4 2023 this is to demonstrate that i'm actually fucked up. like, not in a "ha ha silly oooooh i'm so chaotic" kind of bullshit way. i am seriously fucked in the head, to the highest possible degree. my handle on something resembling sanity is dangerously weak.
c. early 2023 drawn in google canvas. i drew on google canvas at school a lot.
january 27 2022


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