musical releases that may or may not involve me in some way

18. xander's innermost thoughts (0:54)
from "...and his sweet pipes" by xander
released 4-17-2021
bandcamp youtube

hi, they call me xander
i eat my curds and whey
i watch the clouds roll by
each and every day

i am xander the disgraced
i have lost the trust of all
i sit here lonely
waiting to get a call

hi, they call me xander
i eat my curds and whey
i watch the clouds roll by
each and every day

i am xander the disgraced
i have lost the trust of all
i sit here lonely
waiting to get a call

they call me xander
they call me xander
they call me xander -e xander -e xander -e xan- (waiting to get a call)
they call me xander
they call me xander
xander xander xander xander xander xander (waiting to get a call)

original vocals by xander, beat and sampling by ben (under the name "DJ Easy A")

3. we wish you a merry christmas (3:05)
from "a very jake server christmas" by jake server
released 12-23-2021
bandcamp youtube

i did not write this song

produced and performed by ben (credited as "gyakuten")

5. (i've been trying to make my own) cheese (2:18)
from "jake server's cheese" by jake server
released 8-20-2022
youtube
i got a new hobby today
i've been trying to make my own cheese
it's not going too well
i am failing to make my own cheese
feel like i've tried everything

and i don't even know what cheese i'm trying to make
i just figured i would make some cheese and be done
i've contracted several bacterial infections
i even got one no one else has gotten before
(and still haven't got a cheese yet)

i got a new hobby last month
i've been trying to make my own cheese
it's not going much better
i'm still failing to make my own cheese
still feel like i've tried everything

did research online now i'm a mod on a bustling subreddit
and my girlfriend of three years has decided to go
but i'm finally close to finishing a solid product
after all this time... i just might have my own cheese

(yes, yes! this is cheese! i've finally created it! i've made...)
(EEEEVIL CHEEEESE!)
[various cries of despair]

written, performed, and produced by ben (under the name "joe wormword" (i think?))